Monstrous Poems

[Monstrous]

Hello Darling,
I just wanted to tell you your poems are simply marvelous! I do enjoy reading them. However, I must ask, are you feeling alright? Your poems are quite sad. If you are fine, I am glad that is so. But darling, if you're not, would you like to talk to us (the commenters), to vent a bit more?

From a venting writer as well,
The True Potato Lord

Hi, thank you, I'm glad you like them. Thanks for asking how I am, also. I'm good most of the time now. Actually, writing poems has helped a lot. Thank you so much for asking.

[Monstrous]

Isn't it strange,
to feel so alone?
Surrounded by those
you used to call friends.

[Monstrous]

What should I do
when I love you
but you do not belong to me?

When I can feel your skin
each breath feels like eternity,
There's a wanting in my heart and I so long to set it free!

What can I do?
I so love you
but you do not belong to me.

I can hear it in your voice,
and I can see it in your eyes.
It didn't take long for both of us to realize

I want to grab you tightly,
hold you close, never let go
I would but for the one you said that used to love you so

I refuse to try and take you
from the one you said that you once knew
Even though I know you want me too

[Monstrous]

What should I do?
I'm so confused!
I want to stop,
want to continue...
Can I leave things as they are?
If I keep going will I go too far?

[Monstrous]

I am me
Always have been
Always will be
I will wait here,
Until the sun falls to the sea
And if you return
I will still be me

[Monstrous]

You'll never know the turmoil that always fills my heart
Because I only let it out whenever we're apart
The pain will never reach my eyes
Whenever I see you
If only for the reason that
I'd hate it if you knew
The words will never leave my lips
About the aching that I feel
Although I know if I ignore it
These wounds may never heal
The marks you've left upon my soul
The desires you awoke in me
The loss I feel so deeply
Oh
I've written my own tragedy